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Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate this.
How don’t you realise you are probably putting a downer on peoples days with the things you say.
The way I’m treated upsets me, you know that I cry to you most of the time. Yet you do it yourself? I can’t see the nice through the long distance fog of cyber bullying.
Thats how it seems to me. So laugh and shout ‘fucking dickhead’ at the screen, but I was brought up to respect peoples thoughts and opinions and do my best to stay out of it, I thought you would have been too.
Makes me shake.
So on the fucking edge and I hate feeling like this.
I try to word things now without just outright saying ‘you’re a dickhead’ but you know I’m struggling, I hate that I’m not myself but it wont help when you say things like that to me.
I’m not okay, I don’t know if you even know that, or even care, but I’m not. And I want support and I know you aren’t in a position to give it so I’m getting help but I can’t be all singing and dancing just to please you, I’m not okay, I am sad, you sometimes make me very sad. And whats worst - is that doesn’t even bother you.